28.2.10

baby ah baby ...
i really do not know why u cant leave the person who once hurt you ... who used to be bad to you ... who dont care about you .... demand so much from you ... maybe the reason is that u really love him deeply from your heart ... maybe thats the reason ...

whenever i know you are meeting him, whenever you are going to his family gathering and all those meetings ... i am really not happy but i have to show u that i am happy cus i want u to spend time with me is full of laughter and joy .... thats all ...

you broke up with him, i doubt so ... you still treat him as your boyfriend, still take it that he is your man ... i know maybe because that this time we are in the wrong to start and you feel guilty towards him ... thats why you just cant bear to say all the heartless stuff and leave him ...

i know 4 years together is really long ... you just cant bear to let go ... its like spend so long time together already but i really hope you will leave him .... i really hope so ... cus i know if you leave him, ur decision wont be regretted ... you will be my last girl ... you really will be ...

of course i hope you will leave him ... but i cant force you and i cant say that ... cus i am in no position to do so ... its your own life and you choose how ur life to be ...

i know no matter what, ur guy wont be me .... but i know that no matter what u will be my girl ... the girl who i love deeply with my life .... the girl who knows my weak spot .... the girl who makes me smile whenever we are together .... the girl who brings energy to me ... the girl who makes me who i am showing my true self ...

finally i can say my baby name out loud with no worries ...

CAIYING ... ALVIN LOVE YOU ...
I LOVE YOU !!!
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!
I WANTS TO BE WITH YOU ...
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