23.2.10

22 feb 2010

things were going fine ... haha ... i guess
some other planning was cancelled cus she was out the whole day on sun, so use today to do her rushing assignment ...

fetch her from her place then went for lunch ...
then force her to do her assignment that she has very very near deadlines to meet, tml!!!!, which some people just dont understand ...

not disturbing her, making sure she do her assignment and making some natural honey drinks that mum buy for her to drink while she doing her stuff ... cus her cough getting bad and her throat hurts ... haha ...

although she cant finish the assignment due to some reasons ... at least its already 50% done ... better than nth, should be able to finish by today bah ... then send her home ...

all i wants to say is that being with her, every moment is just so happy, like there is fireworks and rainbow everywhere, although we didnt really did anything ... but its just that the companion ... the feeling ... just in the world of our own ... when she is down i feel worst than her, when she is happy, i will try to make her even happier ... from waking her up early in the morning, sending her to school/work, making sure she reached safely ... fetching her from school/work ... making sure she got time to do her assignment with rushing deadlines ... all these is not stupid, crazy or silly, its just that when i really love her, i will do anything for her, even if she does not ask for, i will still do, if i know.... its just that, towards the one i love, i dote on her more than anything else =)

some people asked why i love her sooo much ... if u want me to give u a reason/answer, it will be no reason ... cus there is no reason when it comes to loving a person deep down from ur heart ... loving her is the most important and the most correct decision in my whole entire life... i can click with her, sharing the same mind channel, we can talk about anything and everything ... giving her everything i can give, somtimes no need any words but i know what she is thinking/doing, all these are the small small little things that really feels good ... it really do ...

if i lose her, i rather i lose myself ... cus i cant lose her ... i really needed her ... people say a person can still live without anyone .... thats a lie ... its because they haven found the person who make them the reason to live for ... i have found mine ...
baby ... i really really need you ....
baby ... i really really love you ....
baby ... my last girl ... (^_^)






people have to grow up, entering another stage of life ... u can still live in the past, thinking everything will be fine, everything is the same like in the old days, take one step at a time but u cant force other people to think the same and do the same with you, this way you will only die together ... if u think u taste all sort of bitterness since young, so what?! who never taste it before... its because u taste it before, u should know u cannot go back and taste it again ... pls think and pls remember who u r, u r no longer who u used to be .... remember where u stand ...

if u have the guts to say all those words to me, pls ... dare to say out pls do it ... or else ur words are only crap ... i am waiting ....
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