28.2.10

baby ah baby ...
i really do not know why u cant leave the person who once hurt you ... who used to be bad to you ... who dont care about you .... demand so much from you ... maybe the reason is that u really love him deeply from your heart ... maybe thats the reason ...

whenever i know you are meeting him, whenever you are going to his family gathering and all those meetings ... i am really not happy but i have to show u that i am happy cus i want u to spend time with me is full of laughter and joy .... thats all ...

you broke up with him, i doubt so ... you still treat him as your boyfriend, still take it that he is your man ... i know maybe because that this time we are in the wrong to start and you feel guilty towards him ... thats why you just cant bear to say all the heartless stuff and leave him ...

i know 4 years together is really long ... you just cant bear to let go ... its like spend so long time together already but i really hope you will leave him .... i really hope so ... cus i know if you leave him, ur decision wont be regretted ... you will be my last girl ... you really will be ...

of course i hope you will leave him ... but i cant force you and i cant say that ... cus i am in no position to do so ... its your own life and you choose how ur life to be ...

i know no matter what, ur guy wont be me .... but i know that no matter what u will be my girl ... the girl who i love deeply with my life .... the girl who knows my weak spot .... the girl who makes me smile whenever we are together .... the girl who brings energy to me ... the girl who makes me who i am showing my true self ...

finally i can say my baby name out loud with no worries ...

CAIYING ... ALVIN LOVE YOU ...
I LOVE YOU !!!
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!
I WANTS TO BE WITH YOU ...
i am here at 12:46 AM

23.2.10

23 Feb 2010

today went to pick baby up from work ... then went for dinner .... thats all =)
though short meeting but fun ... wahaha ...
(^_^)
i am here at 9:55 PM

人在付出感情的时候，是不求回报的，如果总是计较得失，那就不是真的感情了。
i am here at 11:00 AM

22 feb 2010

things were going fine ... haha ... i guess
some other planning was cancelled cus she was out the whole day on sun, so use today to do her rushing assignment ...

fetch her from her place then went for lunch ...
then force her to do her assignment that she has very very near deadlines to meet, tml!!!!, which some people just dont understand ...

not disturbing her, making sure she do her assignment and making some natural honey drinks that mum buy for her to drink while she doing her stuff ... cus her cough getting bad and her throat hurts ... haha ...

although she cant finish the assignment due to some reasons ... at least its already 50% done ... better than nth, should be able to finish by today bah ... then send her home ...

all i wants to say is that being with her, every moment is just so happy, like there is fireworks and rainbow everywhere, although we didnt really did anything ... but its just that the companion ... the feeling ... just in the world of our own ... when she is down i feel worst than her, when she is happy, i will try to make her even happier ... from waking her up early in the morning, sending her to school/work, making sure she reached safely ... fetching her from school/work ... making sure she got time to do her assignment with rushing deadlines ... all these is not stupid, crazy or silly, its just that when i really love her, i will do anything for her, even if she does not ask for, i will still do, if i know.... its just that, towards the one i love, i dote on her more than anything else =)

some people asked why i love her sooo much ... if u want me to give u a reason/answer, it will be no reason ... cus there is no reason when it comes to loving a person deep down from ur heart ... loving her is the most important and the most correct decision in my whole entire life... i can click with her, sharing the same mind channel, we can talk about anything and everything ... giving her everything i can give, somtimes no need any words but i know what she is thinking/doing, all these are the small small little things that really feels good ... it really do ...

if i lose her, i rather i lose myself ... cus i cant lose her ... i really needed her ... people say a person can still live without anyone .... thats a lie ... its because they haven found the person who make them the reason to live for ... i have found mine ...
baby ... i really really need you ....
baby ... i really really love you ....
baby ... my last girl ... (^_^)






people have to grow up, entering another stage of life ... u can still live in the past, thinking everything will be fine, everything is the same like in the old days, take one step at a time but u cant force other people to think the same and do the same with you, this way you will only die together ... if u think u taste all sort of bitterness since young, so what?! who never taste it before... its because u taste it before, u should know u cannot go back and taste it again ... pls think and pls remember who u r, u r no longer who u used to be .... remember where u stand ...

if u have the guts to say all those words to me, pls ... dare to say out pls do it ... or else ur words are only crap ... i am waiting ....
i am here at 9:45 AM

22.2.10

2month 21days

time really flies ... with a blink of an eye, its already 2 months plus ... though we are not tgt ...
but many things had happen , good or bad , joy or tears .... but we had went through all that ... although it might not been a lot but its all parts and parcel of things that is needed to go through ...

maybe as the clock keep ticking each day, more things might happen, but i believe i can help u to pull though because nothing else matters anymore when u r here .... because every minutes tick down, love for you grow more, multiply-ing by millions every seconds ...

haha .... silly stuff, crazy stuff, fun stuff, stupid stuff, etc etc .... we did so much loh ...
surprises, plans, events, party, dinner, doing assignment, doing deep thoughts ... all these just add as ingredients to our days ...

making u smile with magic tricks ... silly comments ... mushy words ... stupid jokes .... planning stuff to fill the day ... not wasting the day but still wont let u feel tired .... going along with all the things u had in mind .... it is these that fill the memories daily ...

although these memories is too little ... but it something that when i look back, look at the photos, think about what happen on that day, i will still feel the sweetness and putting a smile on the face ... maybe because we carry the same thinking, the same goal to reach for, the same destination we are heading .... thats why out of millions of people we click and chemistry L starts to have its effect ... haha ...

baby, we had did so much stuff ... haha ... and more new stuff will be coming ....
baby, love you sooooo much that cant be measured by anything else ...
SMILE !
i am here at 3:24 AM

21.2.10

hey hey !!! long time no post ...

these few days has been the most beautiful ... haha ...
everyday meeting baby ...
sending her to work/school and everything ... haha ...
helping her with assignment that has deadlines to meet ...
Going for BBQ, And many other peogrammes tgt...
It's all about filling my empty days all with baby ...

so many nice nice stuff ... haha ...
and all these will still continue =)
because these is all I need :)
baby, love you so much !
miss ya !
i am here at 2:45 PM

15.2.10

hey people ...
i edited 莎士比亚的天份 and re-wrote it to an english version...
it can be sang using the music of 莎士比亚的天份 ...

i change the meaning of the song and put bits of my story into it ... and its written just for my baby =)

i rename it called (Love is something...)
if got any comments just tag me =)
here is how it goes ....

love is everything i can give you
something which is so much wonderful
something which cant be explain by any words

missing you every single moment
cant simply remove you out of my mind
as every mintute pass by
i know i am in love

i am just a simple lonely guy
just a simple guy who yearn for love
something which i hope to get from you
something i'll wait for all the time

our memories is what we shared together
all the happiness sweetness and tears
baby i love you is what i have to do
i love you
(2x)

i am just a simple lonely guy
just a simple guy who wants your love
something which will always keeps me strong
something which will make me move on

our future is what i am hoping for
all the time is to be with you
all i really need, i really need is you, girl
i love you
i am here at 9:44 PM

13.2.10

There's peace and understanding between us.
Strong winds of promise between us will blow away the doubt and fear.
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle,
showing me the way to move towards you ...
bringing me closer to you ...

while I can think,
while I can talk
while I can stand,
while I can walk
while I can dream,
please let my dream ...
while i can still love you,
please let me love you ...

baby, i love you ! (^_^)
i am here at 12:27 AM

10.2.10

haha ....

its been 3 months .... so fast right .... but the love did not decrease, in fact it got more than anything else ... whaha ...

4/4/2010 will be a year .... haha ... but she does not believe .... nvm ... haha ...

anyway ... we never get together ... haha ...

i will still be waiting for her though ... it might seems silly or what ... but its hard to meet someone who share the same channel as u r ... share the same thouughts and ideas .... some words i do not need to say, she already know .... haha ... so ya ....

i really love her but maybe i am just not good enough ... will continue working hard bah ... haha ...

hope one day she will turn around and take a look at me ... haha ...

baby, i love u soooo much ....
i am here at 3:54 PM