17.1.10

sorry for dumping the blog .... but there is so much i want to say ... r u willing to read it through ?
i just need a place to blast everything i have inside me ...

i saw this somewhere ....
You asked me to move on, but where can i go ?

it is so true, right ?
to me, she is my everything ... where else can i go ?
she is just as important as my family is to me ...
i can lose my everything even my car and everything else but not her ...
losing her .... i cannot imagine that ...
i really cannot let it happen ...

i just wants to tell the whole world that she is the one i love .... she is the one i want to settle down with ...

i want to provide for her in all the ways i could ....
dote on her and spoil her .... haha ...
i really cannot imagine if she is no longer by my side anymore ...

all promises made will still be there.... all these promises is not all ... i told her more than these ... but this is few impt ones ...

*** Promises made with no date of expire ...

no matter what happen, no matter how long, i will always be here for her ....
no matter what happen, no matter how long, i will always be waiting for her ....
no matter what happen, no matter how long, i will always be here protecting her ....
no matter what happen, no matter how long, i will always be here standing-by for her ....

she had always been the only one in my mind at all times ...
she had always been someone who cant be replace in my life, heart, mind and soul ...
she had always been the only owner of my car front-seat ...
she had always been the only partner who will go along with my many years of plan ahead ...
she had always been and will be .................

*** something new to add on ...
she will never leave my life and i wont leave hers ....
she will be the only one in my mind at all times ...
i do not care whether she will end up with me or someone else ... i will just always be here 24/7 ...
even till the day she is married, i will still be here ...

this is not being stupid or 伟大 ... is just that, out of millions of ppl, u finally found someone who can clicked on with u .... who shared the same thoughts, the same thinking, same plan and the feelings of the L factor ... what is L factor ? haha .... when u found someone u truly fall in love with all ur heart, mind and soul, u will know ....

every single actions of her, every single words by her, my world can just keep changing with just maybe a small action or a word by her .....

if she has to leave to somewhere, not to let me find her, i will use all ways and means, even it means losing everything ... i just have to track her down and know what really is happening to her everyday ...

she always say which ever girl who end up with me in the end is a really lucky girl ... but she herself does not know that actually she is the lucky girl herself, just waiting for her to claim the prize ...

she always say some other girl will appear into my life and i will forget her and move on but there will be no other girl who is able to enter into my life .... and the fact is that no other girl is not 100% who she is .... even she got a twin sis, the twin is not her either ... there will just be difference .... and i wont let other girls to enter into my life anymore ... my heart, mind and soul is already filled with her ... (^_^)

scientiest say a person throughout his/her whole life, never even use up to 10% of the brain .... but everyday i am using 110% of my brain just to think of her ... haha .... dont laugh ok ?! .... its so true loh ... my world is just revolving ard her every second, every minute ...

the very first face i see everyday, i hope to be her ...
the very first voice i hear everyday, i hope to be her ...
the very first scent i smell everyday, i hope to be her ...
the very first of my everything every single day of my life, i hope will be with her ....

i am just praying for miracle to happen ...

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