23.7.08

new add new beginning ...

finally i made up my mind on changing the adderess .... if u r still able to find this ... i reli thank you for been wanting to read my post ...

u must be thinking why am i changing since such a long time ... cus a lot ppl have read hear and gossip else where ... and i am just so sick and tired handling human relationship which is something difficult to handle .... so i wants to change it ....

a lot of disappointment with myself and ppl ard me ... i will not name in case ppl gossip again ... but some ppl i treat them from the bottom of my heart, reli trust him/her +++ share everything with them ... but yet, they are one face in front of me, another face behind me ...

i m really sick of these, i only though all these happen only in secondary school .... but yet in poly it does ... in addition ... 3rd year le leh .... haiz .... some ask me to clear the misunderstanding but i think that by doing that it might make things worst .... so i m just leaving it the way it is ... if they still wanna take me as friend i will be glad but if not then ... i guess i might have to let go ... forcing makes heart sank ...

haha ... cant believe that letting go also come into friendship ... but i m really glad able to know them ... there are memories ... year 3 1st sem ending soon, 1 more sem to go .... just live it bah ....

also thanks to a lot of ppl who were willing to hear me out ... basically the "a lot" is like only 1 or 2 ... haha .... lots of thanks to them ... reli glad to have them as my frens too ...
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