3.7.08

haiz ... Today then I found out that some ppl who u think is actually friendly to you in front of you, he or she is actually back stabbing or use you as a joke behind your back ... I seriously know that cus I just came to one incident like that today ... Always tot he is a good Fren to be with or really good to hang around with but actually he is not ... A bit disappointed though but just laugh it through bah ... What can I do ???!!! But now at least I know what the person is really like ... But there are still frens who treat you true from the heart, although I not 100% sure that he/she treat you truly but at least they are still some how true instead of those who treat you as fren in front of you yet behind you he/she is actually using u as a clown to laugh at or gossip behind you ... I rather they mock at me in front of me ... These ppl are really hurtful ... Haiz ... Human relations are so difficult to handle... The heart really sank when I get to know the truth ... Haiz ... I am just disappointed today ... Really disapponted ... Maybe I should re-examine myself first bah ... I must change first bah ... :)
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