i'm not emo nor neither crazy ....

things have not been going smoothly ...

everything .... studies, friends, love life .... nth is going well ... i dont know why ...

maybe there's something wrong with me .... i just hope to clear this last year in poly with great memories left behind .... cus up till now ... i think all the memories in SP are from Year1, with the group of fun ppl - zi, saf, arun, gidd, nigel, leeheng, fi ... that's the memories ...

and of course ... the recent attachment with weida .... cus sailing is a once in a lifetime exp.

i dont know ... nth is just moving the way i wanted it to ... i need someone to talk to, sometimes ... but i dont know who to look for ...

putting up a strong front with laughter and smile is also tiring but i feel that this is life, its better for one to cover the pain and sorrow from the people ard u .... so that they wont feel the saddness in u and u wont bring the sadded feeling ard u .... i feel that in life u never get what u want or who to be .... i dont know ...

well, i guess this is life ....