27.6.07

today sch was slack , just some studies and talking ....

dont really like going to sch cus still holiday mood .... not enough sleep ....

haiz ....



tml also duno can wake up for morning lesson or not ....

haiz ....



many things happen at home also ..... haiz .... sometimes i really hate myself ..... reli reli .....



hate everything ... but all these i cant choose ....

haiz ...



hate life

hate myself



watched glory road ... a bball movie .. where the whites rule the bball world ... till the 1st team with lots of blacks in the team .... they can play ... full of styles and stamina .... but the whites hate them , paint blood , destroy their belongings when they were going from places to places during the championship ....

coach told them, if they wants to tell the whole world that they can play too, shut everyone's mouth by sending them a msg WIN ....

seriously, i dont understand , why must there be colours ? haha ..... everyone has that chance to play ...... but in the end they won the championship...

nice movie ... quite long ago too i guess .... but its something like coach carter but this is a bit racist, but in the end all got the respect they need and the racist thing died down while coach carter is on studies, as in excel in both studies and bball ....
i am here at 8:53 PM

26.6.07

2 weeks ...

have been in malaysia , uncle place .... helping out at his restaurant and driving ard shopping centre to shopping centre, to window shop ... that all and how i passed the 2 weeks ....

first day of sch ... (ytd)
not that bad ,... get back almost all the paper and run away from EMEC lesson to come home and rest ... feeling gonna falll sick soon ....

today ...
nth much ... go class and workshop .... have fun pumping the water into our own pipe .... me and sophia got our pipe pumped and got a leak in the centre , also means leaking our dist away ..... haha ... nvm .... still got 80++++ .... better than our expectations ...

train home with zhonglin ..... chat chat talk talk ...
now gonna rush report ... tata
i am here at 6:47 PM

24.6.07

hmmm .... ong time no post ... was a away for 2weeks .... post when i m freee .... tata
i am here at 11:02 PM

8.6.07

finally , exams is in the past but i m not happy .... cus the paper i did today was full of careless mistake ..... haiz .... sub in the wrong numer ++++ sian .... but its all over , cant help ...

many things had happend lately ... haiz ... dunno what to do .... but life has to go on ....

just finish watching NEXT ..... erm ... not that nice really but i do like the supernatural power nicholas cage have ..... can look into the future .... so good ..... cus he work as a magician in Las Vagas .... haha .... the born abilities helped him in his job .. he can dodge anything .... even bullets .... great , i will love to have the power also .... haha .....

Next movie to catch ... HOT FUZZ (comedy)
will be away for 1 week .... guess , out to relax and forget .....
post when i can during the 1 week....
i am here at 4:08 PM

7.6.07

ok .... ytd was busy so never post ..... ytd maybe was easy .... cus almost the same as past year paper .... so , can do bah .... maybe the drawing part a little error here and there .... can pass la ... i m sure for ytd paper there will be lots of pppl with full marks .... haha ...

then ytd after the paper rush home immediately cus of some family matters .... haiz ... family problems....

then was at grandma place till night then come back ..... never studied ytd, tired ..... tml last paper .... should be ok bah .... study later .... now , slack ... haha ...
i am here at 11:46 AM

5.6.07

2 papers down , 2 more to wack ....
haha ...





today was like .... hmmm ... wack the paper also ... just play ard with words .... haha ....
think can pass bah ....





finish paper came home immediately , went to see doctor .... real dizzy then fever .... haiz .... sick when it's holiday .... sian ..... now ok liao but still haven study yet .... was playing magic or i should say practice .... haha .....



just now went to park my dad's car then i saw (la bi xiao xin)'s car .... if u dont know who this person is .... this is him ....
















and this is his car .... sorry if u dont understand chinese ... but the words on the car means that this car is for his personal use only .... just like the AE-86 in initial-D .... haha















haha .... just now the internet got problem sia ... tot my com spoil ... idiot ..... hmmm ..... back to study bah ...

sian sian sian ....

tata
i am here at 8:20 PM

ok .... 1 paper down 3 more to go ....

tday sstab was like , easy .... straightforward i will say .... easier than tutorial like what fi said .... haha ... good that can do , except for the careless here and there ..... alamak ....haha .... careless careless CARELESS !!!!

then went library to print some notes and documents for tml paper ... mek ....lots of memorising work to do loh .... sadded ... haha ....

train home with jasmine, ruyi and sokyin just now .... haha .....alright .... all the best for the rest of papers ....

back to the tons of MEMORISING WORK ~!!!!!!!!

(p.s)Anna , so unlucky, lost your phone ... haha ... nvm, u rich can buy another one ... haha ....remember to giv mi ur new number .... (^^)
i am here at 12:52 PM

4.6.07

ok .... 1 paper down 3 more to go ....

tday sstab was like , easy .... straightforward i will say .... easier than tutorial like what fi said .... haha ... good that can do , except for the careless here and there ..... alamak ....

haha .... careless careless CARELESS !!!!

then went library to print some notes and documents for tml paper ... mek ....
lots of memorising work to do loh .... sadded ... haha ....

train home with jasmine, ruyi and sokyin just now .... haha .....

alright .... all the best for the rest of papers ....

back to the tons of MEMORISING WORK ~!!!!!!!!

(p.s)
Anna , so unlucky, lost your phone ... haha ... nvm, u rich can buy another one ... haha ....
remember to giv mi ur new number .... (^^)
i am here at 5:55 PM

3.6.07

ok ... woke up early in the morning , went malaysia to visit my grandma .... haha ... she slimed down .... haha .... then went to my uncle restaurant .... makan ....

then my parens both wants to cut hair , went to our or i should say my mum usual hairstylist to cut .... all 3 of us got a cut b4 we came back home .... haha ....

alright ... tml will be the beginning of the exams .... study hard , alvin !!!!! haha ....

all the best to all who having exams this week ...
take care ...

(p.s) anna , i now quite ok liao , no worries (^^) ... and thanks (^^)
i am here at 3:25 PM

2.6.07

study ............................... studying ....

thats what happend today .... haiz ....
i am here at 10:36 PM

exams are here to kill ... kill ppl like mi , who does not have the mood to study still .... haiz ....

nite
i am here at 12:08 AM

1.6.07

"ya la ya la .... i dont who the fuck he is , but i dont care la .... ya la ... i fucking ugly means i cannot like any gals la ?? anything u wanna say loh .... spam my friendster for what .... damn childish ...."

this paragraph from my previous post is from someone who i know who he is in friendster but not real life, and he come leave many comments in my friendster ... i removed the comment from my friendster thats y, it cant be seen .... its misunderstanding .... i just hope to clear everything up ...

many ppl i wanted to apologise to .... reli a lot ... i know it does not helped much ... whats the use of mi apologising after i had done it, and will i do it again ??? something like dat ....
i know, i m at fault everytime .... there's many many misunderstanding lately , reli wanna clear up everything ...

my fault , my actions , my attitude caused many things .... especially friends ard mi ... just hoping to get back to the way we used to be ....

also ... lots of thanks to ppl who helped me along the way ... reli thanks ...
i am here at 11:08 PM

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is all this enough to show how stress i m ..... ???? haiz .....
i am here at 6:33 PM

went to sch .... but wasted the trip .... haha .... never went to lesson then had breakfast .... then came home to study .... serguan went sch today .... think they going bowling bah ...

hmmm .... study study study .....

haha ... remember last time during this period , we study together in zi house, mi saf zi ... haha .... always stay for the night ... then got once rush to sch for paper direct from his house ... haha .... C&C ... fifa ... makan .... study .... chitchat .... shooting dart when the stress comes up ... haha .... fun ....

how i wish it will be the same still .... have fun with the gang , crap together , scold here scold there .... haha
haiz ...

ok ... going back to studies ...

tata
i am here at 12:42 PM