7.9.06

i'm here again for the 2nd time today .... cant sleep !!!!! haiz ... think of going to catch a drink but my fren all not free ... went out with gf/bf lah , some sleep already +++

1st time here to write something not happy de.,.. haha

Firstly, a few more hours to go , my very good fren/bro going in NS le ... all the best bah ...

dont know why cant sleep ... haiz ...

Secondly, i think love is something so far away from mi bah ... i'm too tired le ... its way beyond my reach ... i give up ... totally given up hope ... i cant see any ray of hope too ...

i'm just not matured enough bah ...

study hard , get over my poly life , go sailing .... years will pass fast .. i think ... fauzi say he also wants go sailing too ... but i doubt he will bah .. haha ... mak ah !!! ... haha ...

its seems to be so pointless ... nth goes well for mi in term of BGR ...haha ... tried a few times ... none is a full success ... i think , i'm just not a good guy ...

thx for the lecture to that special person ... thanks a lot ...
haha ... sorry for so ..... aiya ... i also dont know how to say it myself ...

just hope everything goes well for all my frenz around mi ... EYERYONE !!!! ALL THE BEST !!!! (^_^)
i am here at 11:57 PM